Wednesday, February 22
Happening lives
I am fine and all... It's the people around me... Yes.. their lives are very happening... but it's somehow bothering them in some ways...
I had a friend who later become a jerk... Lying through his teeth and perhaps having a third party... But it's his pretence of being the innocent party that makes me feel very disgusted... I guess that its the traits of all guys to try to act like Mr Nice guy after the breakup... But u guys are so dumb... We knew exactly what u did and seen through all ur superb acting skills and lies...For that friend, I dunno how to face him again(at least in the near future). Btw... girls are not dumb... we just act dumb to accommodate u guys coz ur egos are huge...
The period of "ai mei" is like the sweetest of all... Having someone to shower u with all the extra care and concern and basking in all that attention is really a great feeling.. . The idea having a chauffeur, late nite suppers, phone calls, presents and cakes are really sweet... (oh! Btw, i dun mean attention from someone whom disgust u.) It's something that u dun get it as much when u r in a r/s... Pple always say "lao fu lao qi le".. dun need do such things... Its utter nonsense... everyone needs to feel loved from time to time... and it's of absolute importance to keep that kind of feelings... all we need is a small gesture and it can mean alot...
On the other hand, when u are already in a r/s, "ai mei" with someone else is not very nice... Yes.. u do get the attention but u also got all sorts of worries... I jus dun think that what that third party is doing is very right... U knew that she had a bf.. dun u think u shud be doing less of those sweet stuffs... It will make us wonder about ur ulterior motives... and u wun like someone doing that to ur gf rite?
And guys dun ever try to ctrl ur gf/wife. It is very irritating and we do have a mind of our own... We dun like MCPs... Obviously! Why would we ever like a pig as our partner...? We want our guy to be sensitive and sweet... and not ordering us around.. and demanding that we do or dun do certain things... Its just not right... If u like it so much to be in ctrl, pls go be with creatures programmed to do only things u want it to... I really not stopping u guys... it's really ur choice... i wun discriminate u...
Friday, February 17
1-G phone for me
My Nokia7610 is finally spoilt. I cant even send a msg, make a call out, have caller id display and view my main menu. I would have to use my old and lousy 1-G phone now... N i will have to try to extract all the data in the phone 1st... Sad... All my pics, sms, and even contacts might be gone... But the idea of having a new phone sounds good too...
Monday, February 13
Laziness
I am plain lazy... Lazy to read my Heat transfer notes even though my quiz is a mere 2 days away and I am sure I dun have enough time to study for it... I rather watch boring Tv shows and read the lastest issue of CLEO over and over again... I am so tired and slpy... Not becoz i did alot of stuffs... But i am jus feeling lazy... I jus feel like lying down and daydream my day away...I will relax for now and spend my Vday with my notes.... and with my favourite shopping kaki tmr...
U pple have no idea how lazy i can get... I can't be bothered to
1) Pack my messy room and cupboard. It got messy right after the 2nd day of CNY.
2)Make my bed every morning... I wait for my mum to do it... I hate folding my blankets.
3)Help with the household chores... the only things I noe are washing the dishes, folding and ironing clothes but i feel tired to do them most of the time.
4)Dress up for school... Even though I would be very envious of those girls wearing nice clothes everytime i go to school.
and lots more...
Saturday, February 11
Pretty
I have to post this pic... This is so pretty...From Calvin Klein... Haa...
Tuesday, February 7
Love?
How do one measure love? In a r/s, there is bound to be a party who loves the other more... No one likes to be at the losing end... But how do we make sure that we find a partner that loves us more than we love them? How can we decide how much feelings to put into the r/s?
I read someone's blog today... That particular entry is talking about the little ways she like about her bf... it's very sweet... her words are beautiful and it makes me wanna cry... Here are some of the stuffs i quoted from the blog... V sweet...
"when u offer ta give me a wake up call when in fact all u want is ta hear my babylike morning voice.
when u gave me your oversized shirt to wear to remember u by.
when all of your frens know we're in love bcuz you'll talk about me to 'em.
when we cross d road and u would switch sides so tht i wouldnt be on the side of oncomin traffic.
when i cry and you'll kiss my every tear.
when you and i will spend time taking the onion slices outta d burgers,pick d peas n corns frm d plate of fried rice n serve each other our 1st scoops.
when u tell me how beautiful i am when im sick n swollen.
i like it when u know just the perfect things to say to me.
And when u speak, i'll fall in love all over again."
Monday, February 6
Whatever...
There are only 3 catergories of people whom I can allow them to raise their voices at me...
1) My parents
2) My bf.
3) Teachers or my eldersMy parents obviously have the right to scold me. Bf has the right only if I did something wrong or when it's supposed to be an argument...N the no.3 catergory of people have the right only if it's for my own good...
But someone really pissed me off today... He obviously do not belong to any of the above catergories. He is v ridiculous... I am usually ok with him until he raised his voice at me this afternoon... hopefully I can forget the incident coz he is still a friend afterall... damn... He actually said it was none of my business...! Argghh...
I saw Mr Tang at NTU today... Apparently, he is teaching at NIE... He din change much since our JC days... He mentioned that he saw 2 of our class guys in NTU before... One tall and one shorter one... He cant remember their name at that instant... Guess who are the 2 guys he mentioned... Haha.. Its Junhao and Weihao...
Saturday, February 4
Nice stuffs
Nice clothes... I like these...
And pretty packaging... If i am not wrong... Fann wong has raves for this brand of cosmetics...
Friday, February 3
Guys... Arggh..
I am getting sick of guys' nonsense.... I hate it when they tried to do damage control when the r/s is over... hate it when they tried to say lovey dovey things only after they hurt the girl... It's damn fake... N dun think we dunno about ur lies... Dun tell us u love us. And tell others that the feelings are different now and that u may like someone else in the future and by then its not fair to us. It's v obvious that u dun love us le la.. mayb jus still got abit of like and maybe abit of "habit to be with us". And that is about all... Even if u are sad, its only becoz u guys kinda feel guilty to hurt us... not becoz that the r/s ended up this way...
We neither need them to "shi she" their kindness to us nor pity us... Yes.. We may cry... But we are stronger than we seemed... Crying is jus our way of releasing our stress and maybe venting our emotions at times... and Crying is NOT a sign of weakness...
Btw.. Dun claim that u tried to salvage the r/s when in actual fact.. u din do anything at all... or worse...tried to get away from the other person... U may defend urself by saying cooling off is a gd way too... Rubbish...! hello... Dun u noe that communication is the way to solve problems. I cant deny the fact that not talking to each other jus after the argument might be beneficial... Coz it might lead to more arguments and unhappiness. but cool off is only suppose to be for short period of time... The so called "cooling off" from u all would most probably mean "break up 1st,n if there is anything else, we will see how." Then if u really want it that way.. u tell us... Whatever la...! N pls dun keep contacting us when we have no future together and stop lying to us about ur r/s with ur present gfs... We got many to love and care for us and we dun need to be ur spare tyres..! Dumb..
ok.. i finish my complaints.. haha.. I feel great...
Lionel jus came over to my hse to "bai nian". haha.. Must be tough talking to my parents huh... =) But u did a gd job... I think they like u too... Heez...
On lizhen's bday... many things happened... haa.. we went to century sq's billy bombers. Quixi got choke by chicken bones. But the doc couldn't find anything which is oso a gd thing.. Luckily she is ok now. That nite, we spend many hrs at Mac teasing qin, mel and sian... and showings pics to everyone. It was super funny.. N the Mac pple tried to take our pics... i dunno for wat.. probably coz we using the wireless and ya.. we might appear in their newsletter...When we were about to leave... some guy came up to me n said in chinese: My fren wants to noe u. I jus smiled and replied "No"..N the person actually thank me... hmmm... funny n weird at the same time.